Well, I dont really know what to say. But I havent done this in a while.. and I dont want to comepletely stop. So.. Ill think of something. I'm really addicted to Starbucks. Switzerland is so beautiful. I hate being lonely. I hate being lazy. I love food. It hates me. I miss my freinds and family. Alot. I miss casual friends that I can just laugh and have a good time with. I miss having soo many plans for the weekend that my main concern was: How can I tell this person I can't hang out this weekend because I have so many plans? I miss high school. I like being able to make my own decisions. But Im scared I might make the wrong ones. I hate how easily I forget things. Do you ever see some article of clothing that is so ugly, that you just can't fathom how someone would make it? Like, I want to know who the designer is who's life goal is to make ugly clothes. Seriously.. why do people want to make ugly clothes? It just doesnt make sense. I hate how you never know what you have until it's gone. To the person who realizes what they have when they have it: I admire you. Looking back and missing stuff sucks. I remember I couldnt wait to finish high school.. because I was just so tired of it. I was so ready to experience something new. Sometimes, I would give anything to go back for a few days. I have heard people say that college is so much better than high school. I'm still waiting for that feeling. - That is now. The blank space is eternity. I have heard so many people talk about this. It makes so much sense. But its so much easier to say and think about than to actually do. Yes, I want to live for eternity and please God. But, why is it so easy to forget about that and live in the moment? "Later" and "You only live once" start to pop into your mind. If you made it to the bottom of this, you have now heard the random ramblings of Timothy. I used to hate alone time. Now I have found a great appreciation for it. And tiramisu. | 
